Wednesday, August 08, 2001

yesterday was a sort of melancholic day for me. anyway bumawi naman ako nung gabi and went to the itchyworms launch party with some officemates. ok na .. not so moody anymore.
from time to time i get these snippets of my past in my head. i would recall the feeling that i had at that particular moment, the smell of the room or the place, the colors would be so vivid and it would be like i was there again.
anyway yesterday, my particular snippet was that of being in dark and musty gradeschool library.

i feel so ugh! today.. i want to live a life of a recluse.
*sigh* if only for one day i could not answer txt or phone calls or letters or emails. i would be content.
anyway i think what i read last night contributed to my melancholy today. The tale of "Turumbar and the Foaloke" is just about one of the saddest stories I've read. A real tragedy if I ever saw one! I never thought Tolkien would be so cruel to one of his heroes. What happened to Turin was all heartaches with no redemptive factor. He drowned his hero in sorrow until the end.