as i was reading my ten year old journal I was thinking... did I really have such thoughts when I was 19 or 20? Some of the thoughts are petty, some completely different from what I believe now, but some were also surprisingly mature and well thought out. Anyway, I feel as I had felt when I was writing those things and I remember that back then I felt grown up and knowledgeable and wise. It's funny that when I was barely out of my teens I thought I was grown up already and had no qualms about spewing out my observations and opinions about the world and now that I'm twenty-ten (^^) I know that I still have much to learn: there's still so much to be discovered and understood. I have barely grazed the tip of the iceberg!