mixed-feelings sunday

Category: spiritual journal

it's sunday. my emotions are muddled. first off, i have mixed feelings, i heard that our fellow-worker in church, arene, is sick, and she's in really bad shape since it's cancer and one that has spread all over, even to her bones. it's bitter sweet actually. a christian nearing her death is something to rejoice about, biro mo she'll get to see God na face to face! all that our hopes and dreams are anchored on. mauuna na siya! on the other hand we will surely miss her sa church. am sure most of her close friends are hurting right now. ako nga recently ko lang talaga siya nakilala but a lump in my throat keeps forming whenever i think of her today. i just pray to God that she might continually ask to be sustained lalo na sa darating pang panahon na makakaramdam siya ng matinding sakit. i'm praying na sana mag-recover pa siya if that is God's will, but if not then sana wag nang dumating sa point na sobrang sakit na that na hindi na niya makayanan. in any case I know that God will be her comfort.